Letting go…

What do you do when your thoughts contradict each other?
When your heart says one thing, but you head says the other
Long-term relationships but still no lover
Am I wrong thinking there could be another?
Broken hearts as a result of this ambivalent war
What’s the reason for wanting more?
I had all in one: Mind, Body, and Soul
But there was an emptiness, no one could console
Intellectually stimulating, spiritual depth, emotional connection
But the fire was dim.
Could it be-
this was all caused from within?

Years of uncertainty coming from each other
One more willing to fight than the other.
Maybe I was wrong (It’s true the mind only wants what it had once it’s gone)
Searching for a soulmate only to find
That what I was looking for, I had the whole time.
Why is it that we realize things only when it’s too late?
It is only for so long one is willing to wait
Not knowing ‘if’ or when I’ll ever be ready
Gave the impression that I’ll always be unsteady
Knowing that it’s unfair to live in wonder
I decided to let everything go under.

I have hope that in time, you and me will wake up to see
All of this was meant to be.
Until that day comes
Live your life free
Be a success – and don’t worry about me
Because at the end of the day we may both look back and say:
Had I never known you as my significant other
I wouldn’t be who I am today.

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What is your dominant Jungian archetype?

The 12 Jungian Archetypes

“The psychologist, Carl Gustav Jung, used the concept of archetype in his theory of the human psyche. He believed that universal, mythic characters—archetypes—reside within the collective unconscious of people the world over. Archetypes represent fundamental human motifs of our experience as we evolved; consequentially, they evoke deep emotions.

Although there are many different archetypes, Jung defined twelve primary types that symbolize basic human motivations. Each type has its own set of values, meanings and personality traits. Also, the twelve types are divided into three sets of four, namely Ego, Soul and Self.”

I am “The Explorer” (according to another)

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:Motto: Don’t fence me in
Core desire: the freedom to find out who you are through exploring the world
Goal: to experience a better, more authentic, more fulfilling life
Biggest fear: getting trapped, conformity, and inner emptiness
Strategy: journey, seeking out and experiencing new things, escape from boredom
Weakness: aimless wandering, becoming a misfit
Talent: autonomy, ambition, being true to one’s soul
The explorer is also known as: The seeker, iconoclast, wanderer, individualist, pilgrim.

Music on a different level.

I love every song I’ve encountered by Nahko and Medicine for the people, but I recently discovered these two and I’m even more in love!! Enjoy~

 

 

Other good songs by them:

Budding Trees

Black as Night

I Mua

7 Feathers

Wash it Away

Fix it

 

Black Holes: Part I

I realize it’s been a couple months since my last post on Gravitational Waves, where I said that I would be posting about black holes next. I had a lot happen in the past couple months that I had to deal with before I could start focusing on blogging again. Today, I will give a brief introduction to black holes, and the next post will go into further detail. Stay tuned, and stay patient 🙂

 

There are only three things you need to know to understand a black hole and that is it’s 1) mass, 2) spin, and 3) electric charge.

By definition a black hole is  an object whose escape speed is the speed of light. Escape speed is the speed it takes for an object to escape gravity (the curvature of spacetime). In order for an object to escape a black hole, it must reach the speed of light. Therefore, light itself cannot escape a black hole. The speed of light can be thought as the “speed limit” of the universe.

It is known that an object that comes into contact with a black hole gets sucked in by it’s gravity and cannot escape. Once the object is sucked in, it is no longer visible and all of it’s information is believed to be lost forever, as if it never existed.

Although a black hole’s gravity is a very strong force, an object that enters into it’s orbit is able to escape as long as it does not cross the event horizon of the black hole. Before reaching the event horizon, gravity is weak. Thus, a slight push would allow for an object to escape the black hole. Once that object reaches the event horizon, it has reached a point of no return. Gravity becomes so strong, that the object would have to have that much stronger of a push in order to get out. Once the object reaches the singularity of the black hole- the small, dense skeleton of the dead star and the source of strong gravity, that is when the object needs a push faster than the speed of light to escape, and that cannot happen. This is why we remain oblivious as to what goes on inside of a black hole, because an object that falls past the event horizon is said to never leave, giving us zero information about what’s inside.

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Picture from  Shane Larson’s blog; who provides a lucid, and entertaining explanation of everything science!

That’s it for now, stay tuned for more 🙂

This post is part of a series, for links to other posts, click here!

DIY Toothpaste!

I don’t like to use regular toothpaste because of the fluoride (an industrial toxic waste product, which is a poison, and can cause neurological and endocrine dysfunction) and other unnecessary, cancer-causing ingredients.

I started using organic toothpaste, but after learning the many benefits of coconut oil toothpaste, I decided to give it a try! Some of these benefits include: attacking streptococcus bacteria (a major cause of tooth decay), no harmful chemicals, anti-cavity properties,  and cost efficiency!

And here’s something slightly personal- fluoride can cause dental fluorosis, which I had a mild case of since I was a kid. I did not realize that once I started using my homemade toothpaste my teeth would become naturally whiter and I no longer have those disgusting lines on my teeth as bad as I once had!

I’ve officially gone coco loco.

So now I’ll tell you how I make my toothpaste (the simplest way possible).

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All you really need is coconut oil, and baking soda. A small zip-lock bag, spoon, and a curious puppy 😉

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Waves of Spacetime- GW150914

On February 11th, 2016 the world was exposed to a shocking discovery that scientist’s have been questioning since the 1910’s. The idea of Gravitational Waves had been tossed around but never confirmed. This was mostly due to the fact that the detection of a GW seemed impossible because the technology simply did not exist. However, nothing is impossible in the scientific community. The first encounter with GW was with the Hulse-Taylor Pulsar, in which they observed the pulsar’s orbital decay which matched Einstein’s predictions of energy loss by gravitational radiation. This discovery would win them the Nobel Prize in 1993.

Not too many people are familiar with gravitational waves, so I will take this opportunity to clear things up. By the way, the name of the GW detected in the title of this post is the date that it was found! Fun fact for the day.

What is a GW? A gravitational wave is formed by a mass in motion. Think of a stone tossed into a lake. The stone creates ripples, or waves that propagate throughout the lake. The same idea can be applied in space. However, stones in a waternot all masses in space are strong enough to send ripples through spacetime. Only the large, energetic ones like a rotating binary system, supernova’s, black holes, etc. These massive objects are so strong that the space around them will “ripple” as they spin or explode while they are losing energy in the form of gravitational waves. This is why the detection of GW is huge. Only massive violent events in space cause them, therefore, we can study GW to learn more about the events that produced them, like mysterious black holes and possibly the big bang itself.

How do we detect gravitational waves? As previously stated, GW are nearly impossible to detect. As they pass through, they cause distances to change and periodic deformations. Their effect, however, is so small which makes it difficult to detect them. This is because gravity is a weak force and the period of the wave is extremely small. For example, a mass with a diameter of 1 meter would only be deformed by 10^-21 meters. This is why it is very difficult to detect GW. Nevertheless, physicist Albert Michelson came along to show us how we could measure such a small motion. Using the wavelength of light as a measuring device we are able to detect precise movements for exquisitely small distances, or periods.

How is light used as a measuring device? If you’ve ever taken a physics class then you’veinter probably learned about Young’s two slit experiment that allowed us to “see” the wavelengths of light. A single light beam that is shined through two slits can be seen on a blank screen some distance away as a pattern of light and dark “fringes.” This is known as interference. The distance between fringes is directly related to wavelength.

 

Laser Interferometer’s
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LIGO (Laser Interferometer Gravitational-Wave Observatory) is a collaboration between multiple physics institutes and research groups dedicated to the search for GW’s, which began in August 2002. Because the wavelength of a GW is directly related to the size of the cosmic event, detectors must be about the size of the cosmic event. Thus, we have two types of man-made devices: Ground Interferometer’s, designed for small cosmic sites w/ GW of a few thousand kilometers, and Space Interferometer’s, designed for large cosmic sites with wavelengths tens of millions of kilometers. The ground interferometers are located in Hanford, Washington and Livingston, Louisana.

Basically, an interferometer sends out a laser beam that hits a beam splitter, splits the light in two where the light is directed toward mirrors that finally send the light back to the beam splitter to form an interference pattern. The arms of the interferometer are the trajectory of the beams, so the pattern depends on the distance between the arms.

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If a GW goes through, the distance between the arms changes, leaving the interference pattern changing periodically!
In theory, LIGO could also detect hypothetical phenomena of GW caused by oscillating cosmic strings, and domain walls

LISAPathFinder
Lisa is the first space interferometer that was successfully launched on December 3, 2015. The mission is to map out the technical difficulties that may be experienced by eLisa, which will be launched with three satellites positioned 5 million km away from each other with laser beams connecting the three satellites. Any change in the distance of laser light will suggest a GW passing through.

To watch and learn more about this fascinating historic event, see the video below!

 

Are we really able to learn about the creation of the universe by studying a GW?
Because gravity is such a weak force, gravitational waves interact weakly with their environment. In fact, the effect is so small that they don’t change much because of their weak interactions. This makes them the perfect little “messengers” of distant cosmic events, providing us more information on gravity and how the universe works as gravity is turned into waves.

Side note- an interesting comment was made in the discussion post on GW so I thought I would share:
“gravitational waves, to me, would better explain some kind of déjà vù, because space time is being curved, it would be a variation on the time that maybe allows someone to look into the past or future for a few milliseconds (or the time it takes to the wave to pass)” -M.A
Something to think about!

That about sums up the discussion on gravitational waves, next time I will talk about black holes- their mysterious nature, escaping them and how GW will provide us with information we would never be able to gather otherwise!

This post is part of a series, for links to other posts, click here!

The Implications of Gravity in Spacetime

The theories in which modern science rest heavily upon were presented hundreds of years ago by the scientists we have grown to learn about and love. Their theories have yet to be disproved, and that is why those theories are the platform on which modern science now rests. It is a strong platform, but as it ages, we must fill in the cracks. That’s where we are at in this day and age, filling in the cracks of an old foundation. Gravity is the most fundamental force in the universe, yet it is a very weak force. The series of posts I am about to share rely heavily on our concept of Gravity, so it’s important to get the basics down first.

We will start with Galileo. In a uniform gravitational field, Galileo believed that all Galileoobjects fall identically-irrespective to their mass. To prove his theory, he climbed up the Leaning Tower of Pisa where he dropped various masses. In doing so, he proved that when an object is in free fall, it will not experience a force in relation to it’s mass and that all objects, regardless of their mass will move in the same direction, at the same time. Think of an elevator- your head and shoes will “fall” at the same time, even though your head is heavier than your shoes. Galileo gave us the understanding of inertia; where an object that is set into motion stays in motion until it is acted upon by some external force.

Aristotle believed that the Earth did not move because if you threw a ball straight up in the air it would come straight back down, instead of going to the left/right etc. Galileo argued this idea giving an example of the cabin of a ship. Inside the cabin, if there are no windows, there is no way to tell if the ship is moving or not. Galileo concluded that the laws of physics are identical in all Galilean (intertial) reference frames, providing us with our first encounter with relativity.

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Next, Sir Isaac Newton comes along to explain the force that acts upon all objects. Newton’s first law of motion is essentially Galileo’s concept of intertia. The second law of motion tells us that the force needed to act upon an object depends on it’s mass and acceleration. If you have a large mass with a large acceleration, you will need a large force to act upon it and so on. Finally, Newton’s third law of motion state’s that for every action, there is an equal but opposite reaction.

Newton’s laws gave us a better understanding of the physical world around us. Einstein decided to apply his idea’s to the entire universe. On November 25th, 1915 Einstein
published his Theory of Special Relativity. This theory has Einsteinprovided us a profound understanding of our universe, and much of what we know has been found using Einstein’s theories. Special Relativity tells us that the speed of light is the same in all constantly moving frames and that Time slows down the faster you travel and vice versa.

To better understand the idea of special relativity, I will provide an analogy from the book “Hyperspace” by Michio Kaku: Continue reading “The Implications of Gravity in Spacetime”

Background

I randomly signed up for an online physics course that would last six weeks. Little did I know, I would become so intrigued by the end that I am now spending every spare second reading science blogs, science books, and re-watching the lectures of the course. I plan to share with whomever takes the time to read this, the exciting new things that I learned from the course.

Let me start with an introduction about the course.

The title of the course was “Gravity! From the big bang to black holes.” So, as you may assume, the topics ranged from Einstein’s general relativity, the big bang, inflation, dark matter, dark energy, gravitational waves, and black holes. Some old concepts, some new (to me). The best thing about the course was that you did not need to have any background in physics. Just an appetite for learning, and maybe some extra research on your own time if interested.

The course was taught by Professor Pierre Binetruy of Paris Diderot University. Pierre was the first director of the AstroParticle and Cosmology laboratory in Paris upon it’s creation. His main interests, according to a bio online, include cosmology and gravitation; connecting the theories of the early universe and fundamental interactions. He’s highly knowledgeable about inflation models, dark energy, and cosmological background of gravitational waves. Due to these areas of interest, he is highly involved in the eLisa mission- which I will go into more detail about later on.

I would just like to express how happy I am about taking this class. The course provided such lucid, comprehensible explanations on theories and concepts of physics. There was hardly any math involved, which was nice. The detailed explanations and demonstration’s made these unfamiliar concepts easy to grasp. Finally, Pierre arranged live hangouts where we were introduced to prestigious scientists, and we were able to ask questions during a live chat. George Smoot was one scientist that was present during the hangouts, and also recorded a lecture himself to explain the concept that won him the Nobel Prize in 2006. We were also able to meet key scientists that were actively involved in the LISAPathfinder mission, which was launched 12/03/2015. This mission will (hopefully) uncover another corner of the veil on the universe. I now anxiously await the discoveries that will be made from this mission. The series of blog posts that follow should explain why.

Here I will post the links to the series of posts I will be writing:

  1. The Implications of Gravity in Spacetime
  2. Waves of Spacetime- GW150914
  3. Black Holes: Part I

“Justice without mercy is tyranny..”

I’m not claiming to be an expert or to even have a solid solution. I understand the anger, I understand the fear.. the feelings of betrayal, feelings of oppression, loss, disbelief, and powerlessness. However, I do not think more brutality is the answer. Never have, never will. There’s nothing that will convince me that we should go and bomb other countries and possibly take more innocent lives in order to stop one group of terrorists. We need to find a new strategy. I feel that the ones in charge who say we must stop ISIS by showing them we are stronger through force and violence feel pressured to take such actions, and maybe they don’t realize the absurdity of this idea.

Many people are angry right now about the attacks in Paris. Believe me, I am too. I am angry about all of the animosity and anguish that continues to happen in every country.. Benghazi, Lebanon, Syria, etc. However, I do not believe we send the message of “strength” when we retaliate with even more violence than the original attacks. One may say it will only get worse if we don’t go to extremes and take them out by killing them. I would argue that maybe we should try another approach. They’ve apparently already figured out the mastermind behind the terrorism, so bring him and his team to justice the way any murderer is brought to justice. Leave innocent civilians alone. Don’t bomb their home. Don’t make them live in fear. Do not take more lives that should not be taken and do not put more people in misery.

Yes, the victims deserve justice. But do you think more bloodshed and disorder is what they want? Think about it. Do you think that during the madness that went on November 13th, the victims were thinking about how much hate they had for the barbarians that were responsible? I can’t say for certain but I do not think that is so. They were afraid that they’re life was over, and this story of one survivor from the attacks in Paris leads me to believe their thoughts were shifted toward love:

“you never think it will happen to you. It was just a friday night at a rock show. the atmosphere was so happy and everyone was dancing and smiling. and then when the men came through the front entrance and began the shooting, we naiively believed it was all part of the show. It wasn’t just a terrorist attack, it was a massacre. Dozens of people were shot right infront of me. Pools of blood filled the floor. Cries of grown men who held their girlfriends dead bodies pierced the small music venue. Futures demolished, families heartbroken. in an instant. Shocked and alone, I pretended to be dead for over an hour, lying among people who could see their loved ones motionless.. Holding my breath, trying to not move, not cry – not giving those men the fear they longed to see. I was incredibly lucky to survive. But so many didn’t. The people who had been there for the exact same reasons as I – to have a fun friday night were innocent. This world is cruel. And acts like this are suppose to highlight the depravity of humans and the images of those men circuling us like vultures will haunt me for the rest of my life. The way they meticoulsy aimed at shot people around the standing area i was in the centre of without any consideration for human life. It didn’t feel real. i expected any moment for someone to say it was just a nightmare. But being a survivor of this horror lets me able to shed light on the heroes. To the man who reassured me and put his life on line to try and cover my brain whilst i whimpered, to the couple whose last words of love kept me believing the good in the world, to the police who succeded in rescuing hundreds of people, to the complete strangers who picked me up from the road and consoled me during the 45 minutes I truly believed the boy i loved was dead, to the injured man who i had mistaken for him and then on my recognition that he was not Amaury, held me and told me everything was going to be fine despite being all alone and scared himself, to the woman who opened her doors to the survivors, to the friend who offered me shelter and went out to buy new clothes so i wouldnt have to wear this blood stained top, to all of you who have sent caring messages of support – you make me believe this world has the potential to be better. to never let this happen again. but most of this is to the 80 people who were murdered inside that venue, who weren’t as lucky, who didnt get to wake up today and to all the pain that their friends and families are going through. I am so sorry. There’s nothing that will fix the pain. I feel priviledged to be there for their last breaths. And truly beliving that I would join them, I promise that their last thoughts were not on the animals who caused all this. It was thinking of the people they loved. As i lay down in the blood of strangers and waiting for my bullet to end my mere 22 years, I envisioned every face that I have ever loved and whispered I love you. over and over again. reflecting on the highlights of my life. Wishing that those i love knew just how much, wishing that they knew that no matter what happened to me, to keep belieivng in the good in people. to not let those men win. Last night, the lives of many were forever changed and it is up to us to be better people. to live lives that the innocent victims of this tragedy dreamt about but sadly will now never be able to fulfil. RIP angels. You will never be forgotten.” -Isobel B.

I cannot say all the victims felt this way, but if you look back at other tragedies, like the recent riots in Ferguson for example.. what did the parents of Michael Brown want? They wanted justice, yes.. but they were also calling for peace. They did not want the violence. They were hurting over their loss, but they did not partake in rioting, they wanted peace and calm.

It should be alarming that people are so quick to make the decision to take another person’s life. Without batting an eye they say that we need to worry about ourselves and kill anyone who threatens our territory. Killing is not the answer, it never will be. Too many people are using this tragedy as a justification and solidification of their violent tendencies. It’s selfish, and that’s all there is to it.

When you’re about to die, do you really believe you’re going to start thinking of all the things you hate, or about everything you could have done differently? Or will you think about your loved ones, and reflect on the life you were fortunate to have. People are known to be irrational thinkers when they’re angry or afraid. If you stop and think about our very being, you will understand there is more good than bad. Given the option, most would choose love over hate, as love transcends and hate does not. We are going nowhere if we choose to continue the cycle of hate. But we can move mountains if we could just learn to love.

This may seem weak, this belief that love can overpower hate. But look at all the accomplishments that have been made when we decided to look past our differences, and to give the alternative a try. We’ve come so far through love but we will only continue the deadly, terror cycle that dominates this planet if we choose to react the way we always have. It’s time to raise awareness, in a positive way. It’s time to let go of the past and think about which path leads to a brighter future. It’s time to wake up.

Now you may be thinking that all sounds fine and dandy but it’s not realistic. It is, and here’s how you can help. Donate to charities that respond to such traumatic events, and natural disasters. Show your support but don’t be selfish. A simple facebook status or profile picture is most likely not going to change anything, it’s merely there to display your ‘awareness’ of what’s going on, and that you are doing what feels right when tragedy strikes. Spread love through simple acts of kindness. Be there for someone. Hug your loved ones extra tight so they know how much they are loved and appreciated. Go out of your way to make someone’s day a little better. You have the power to change the world, all you have to do is start.